At the moment, I'm losing something. I'm losing my best friend to America...and i doubt i'll ever get her back. I really feel like i'm losing a part of myself because she means so much to me. Will she remember me in twenty years? Are we going to keep in contact? If she leaves, am i going to be the same person? I don't know if i can be the same without her by my side. What the hell gives her parents the right to take her away from me and put her somewhere she can't protect me? I'm going to fol...

I love it when somebody admires you. I admire so many people that i can't tell when admiration turns into a crush! Yesterday Winky waved at me. One of my friends said he looked like he had downs syndrome. And i smacked her and told her she was terrible. He so doesn't. Today i tasted gin and tonic. i swear to god, why the hell would anybody drink that??? i'll take bourbon any day thanks. When i grow up i would like to be an writer. i'd like to write and write and let everything out withou...

The drummer looked at me the other day. And then he winked. So I have nicknamed him Winky. You know my dad dragged me to see The Eagles play last night. I didn't want to go. I wanted to watch Idol not go and listen to some 50 year old men play county/folk/rock music. But, as one of my good friends was taping Idol for me, I really didn't have a choice. Now I consider myself fairly cultured yet as I listened to, as I've been told, legends in the music industry play songs that mostly I didn't k...

I think we'd better clear a few things up before I started. I have only two pieces of advice for the youth of today (which just so happens to include...me!) 1. Take oppurtunity around the neck and throttle it for all it's worth as, truthfully, sometimes a moment just passes you by. and do not I repeat DO NOT eat yellow umbrellas on wednesdays! Yes, thankyou, I am aware i just said after I said 1. So I really don't have much to offer to those looking for a satisfying political debate ...