At the moment, I'm losing something. I'm losing my best friend to America...and i doubt i'll ever get her back. I really feel like i'm losing a part of myself because she means so much to me. Will she remember me in twenty years? Are we going to keep in contact? If she leaves, am i going to be the same person? I don't know if i can be the same without her by my side. What the hell gives her parents the right to take her away from me and put her somewhere she can't protect me? I'm going to fol...

I love it when somebody admires you. I admire so many people that i can't tell when admiration turns into a crush! Yesterday Winky waved at me. One of my friends said he looked like he had downs syndrome. And i smacked her and told her she was terrible. He so doesn't. Today i tasted gin and tonic. i swear to god, why the hell would anybody drink that??? i'll take bourbon any day thanks. When i grow up i would like to be an writer. i'd like to write and write and let everything out withou...

The drummer looked at me the other day. And then he winked. So I have nicknamed him Winky. You know my dad dragged me to see The Eagles play last night. I didn't want to go. I wanted to watch Idol not go and listen to some 50 year old men play county/folk/rock music. But, as one of my good friends was taping Idol for me, I really didn't have a choice. Now I consider myself fairly cultured yet as I listened to, as I've been told, legends in the music industry play songs that mostly I didn't k...

I think we'd better clear a few things up before I started. I have only two pieces of advice for the youth of today (which just so happens to include...me!) 1. Take oppurtunity around the neck and throttle it for all it's worth as, truthfully, sometimes a moment just passes you by. and do not I repeat DO NOT eat yellow umbrellas on wednesdays! Yes, thankyou, I am aware i just said after I said 1. So I really don't have much to offer to those looking for a satisfying political debate ...

my tummy's flabby my arm's aren't toned my nails are shoddy bit down to the bone my hair gets greasy pimple on my chin when i need a hug all i get is a grin my grades are dropping shit, what will i do? my parents get angry but wouldn't you too? their daughter's a crazy or so people say she studies and studies but can't get an 'A' i have many crushes and though they are good i hope they will like me but none of them would i shop on the weekends paint nails...

my tummy's flabby my arm's aren't toned my nails are shoddy bit down to the bone my hair gets greasy pimple on my chin when i need a hug all i get is a grin my grades are dropping shit, what will i do? my parents get angry but wouldn't you too? their daughter's a crazy or so people say she studies and studies but can't get an 'A' i have many crushes and though they are good i hope they will like me but none of them would i shop on the weekends paint nails...

we always want what we can't have we always take what we don't need some of us gorw to what we don't want to be and still i cry there is no reason the world spins for you have left me once again i don't want to scream your name just have you by my side we sometimes need what is not there and perish if it can't be found there is no reason to laugh if no one can hear you we hold closest to us the thing we dislike most and when it is snatched away the world is cruel branding you a ...